Going through a breakup is tough.

 I find myself going back to Proverbs 31 and reading it over and over striving to be like the woman in that chapter.  To be someone after God's own heart, to put God first in all relationships.   I go back to that passage to encourage myself that even though I wasn't right for the person I was dating, that I will be perfect for my future husband.  And he will be just what I need and what God wants for me in my life.  That he will desire a Godly woman who goes to church, puts God first in every decision she makes, and walks the talk.

 I want to be that woman.

Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies...

I won't be starting this blog January first. That's not what its about. It's not about resolutions or "self help". It's about my journey in discovering who I am in God's eyes, why he made me the way I am, and finding out who exactly Sabrina is.

2011 has not been a great year. It's no secret to those who know me. This past week I've often said "I can't wait to say goodbye to 2011." But even though it wasn't a great year, it got me to this point in my life. I started realizing that I tend to place my worth on what people think of me, and in most cases, what the male element thinks of me. In reality, I should be thinking about what God thinks of me and that my worth lies within him. I am a daughter of a king. This will be my journey. Starting simple with lists of things I like, to more complicated issues in my ever running brain that just won't shut off. Its a blog about me and my journey with God this year. Like it or not, I don't care. This is for me.